You are the sun
in reverse, all energy
flows into you and is
abolished; you refuse
houses, you smell of
catastrophe, I see you
blind and one-handed, flashing
in the dark, trees breaking
under your feet, you demand,
you demandI lie mutilated beside
you; beneath us there are
sirens, fires, the people run
squealing, the city
is crushed and gutted,
the ends of your fingers bleed
from 1000 murdersPutting on my clothes
again, retreating, closing doors
I am amazed / I can continue
to think, eat, anythingHow can I stop you
Why did I create you
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Sometimes,
I wake up
at four in the morning
and taste smoke
in the back of my throat.I swear to god,
you’re still burning
somewhere inside me.
I want every piece of me to crash into every piece of you,
I swear to god that’s how they make stars.
Darling, sometimes I think I shouldn’t let you come back. This has all gone on too long. It is so hard to love someone so inconstant, someone who is so often fading before my eyes. But I know I will always welcome your return. The way you crack open the sky to come home to me. It is all I can do to bathe in your brilliance. Beautiful, after all this time you still control my every move. I become such a monster when I miss you. Darling, it is always so dark when you’re gone.
We fell asleep together in February
woke up together in March
10 minutes ago, you rolled over in your sleep
and pulled me against your chest so hard
that I couldn’t breathe
but your chest against my cheek began to matter more than air.
after the party
“We spoke all night in tongues,
in fingertips, in teeth.”– Robert Hass, Spring
There are songs that still feel like your teeth on my neck.
But I have seen the best of you and the worst of you, and I choose both.