I pretend I don’t love it
when you hold my hand in public,
when you catch a wild hair in the net of your fingers,
when you kiss me right in front of the gas station cashier.

I remember we live in a big city.
I secretly imagine the scandal we could cause
if we lived in a small town, where everyone knew your name
and your bed: how our love would spill like paint cans
across old wooden porches. It would seep
between the cracks of the floorboards,
the way I live beneath your fingernails
when you go home to her.

Sierra DeMulder, “The Other Woman”

We are sticking the undertow of teeth into the night as morning undresses us slowly
we kings of cosmopolitan love and
princes of nihilistic suffering
we are tragedies we wish we never spoke of
we will not be the cashed-bowl
breaking-synapse story of unreciprocated love
they are beyond us
there are many broken bedfellows to see when we lay down and love for each other.