THIS BOY THAT I LIKE IS NOW IN OUR KITCHEN WATCHING A MOVIE WITH MY FLATMATES

and i walked in there not knowing in my pyjamas and i feel so awkward i can’t even look at him so now i’m afraid he will start thinking i’m regretting kissing him and will start avoiding me too (or maybe he already is i can’t know because i can’t even make myself look his way)

this is so frustrating and i’m so dumb and ugh it’s like he’s so close yet so far away x<<