so my friend made a group chat on facebook yesterday inviting my old group of friends to go out tonight and it was just like “join any time” and since this old group of friends includes people like my horrible ex and some other people i try to avoid or don’t talk to anymore i didn’t plan on going and i didn’t even plan on responding tbh, because i was like what’s the point but now i decided to just write a nice message that i hope they have fun and all and then this random guy who’s also in the group chat started getting pissed off with me like how ‘i have no courtesy and how it’s really rude to cancel the last minute’ and stuff and im just really annoyed like theres going to be about 10 people, including my ex and his friends that don’t even like me, I DOUBT ANYONE REALLY MINDS ME CANCELLING THE LAST MINUTE

ok so i’m moving to england in less than 2 weeks and one of my best friends is going on holiday tomorrow so i’m not going to see her before i leave. so we made a plan to meet today and do a bunch of fun stuff and say goodbye and then she just texted me an hour before we were supposed to meet just “im feeling kind of lazy and i have a headache so i won’t come out, im sorry" and its just like are you fucking serious? -.-

she does that (meaning ditching in the last minute because she’s feeling lazy) all the time so im kind of used to it, but this time she won’t see me until january when i come back for holiday and she couldn’t even be bothered to get out of her house to say bye to one of her best friends?? and what pisses me off even more is that she didnt even write an actual apology but just ‘i’m sorry’ or said goodbye in the text or said that she’ll miss me or anything at all, she could have at least pretended she cares -.-

idk maybe i’m overreacting but i wouldn’t have done that if my friend was moving to another country and it would be my last chance to see her -.-

tbh i couldn’t care less about holidays and new years and all this stuff and i’m so tired of everyone making such a big deal out of it. i wish i could just like stay at home and waste time on tumblr and watch movies but instead of that all my friends expect me to go out all the time and party and celebrate and then ofc i can never say no to people and now i have so many plans i can hardly breathe ugh