Changing Genres by Dean Young
Tag: poetry
You’re a good bullet point to add to a list
of reasons to equate humans to natural disasters.
(I’m pressing red on the remote
but the earth’s still shaking.)
I reduce people down to the parts
of them that remind me of you.
I’m not saying you ruined me,
only that you’ve stuck me in a cycle
of viewing others geometrically.
The angle of my new roommate’s jaw
is a little akin to the slope of your collarbone.
(I’m setting fire to the house
but the sea keeps rising.)
I romanticized you
to the point where
the knives you pressed
into my skin
began to look
like Cupid’s arrows.
i was always told that
being feminine won’t get you anywhere
because nobody wants
to take orders from a girl with a
sweet smile and a soft voice
and painted nails to hold her flowing skirt
well
let me tell you a thing or two
because when i ask a man to
take down the enemy for me
i disguise my voice with honey
to hide the bitterness underneath
and flash just enough of my pearly whites
to hide the knives
which want to do nothing more
than to sink into their necks and tear them apart
and he says yes love
calls me baby or sugar
“anything for you my dear”
and he takes down the bad guys like he’s the hero
when really he’s just another victim to his desiresi was always told that
femininity cannot be a weapon
well
my nails aren’t chipped and my skirt is still clean
so i beg to differ
Don’t be so vain to think that you ruined me,
that you wrecked me,
destroyed me.
I am the only one who has the power to do that.I loved you, and I ruined myself,
I wrecked myself,
I destroyed myself.And I will keep doing so for as long as I am breathing.
when you left
you took almost
everything.
I kneel in the nights
before tigers
that will not let me be.what you were
will not happen again.
the tigers have found me
and I do not care.
I will remember the kisses, our lips raw with love,
and how you gave me everything you had
and how I offered you what was left of me.
Stop.
You don’t love him.
You love the idea of him,
the concept of someone
who will fill the void of your bed
and kiss your scars back into your skin.You crave salvation,
I can’t blame you for that.
But you won’t find it in his stale words,
rehearsed and abused on his
stagnant tongue.No, no.
Your saving grace is somewhere
inside that scar tissue you’re
so desperate to peel from your body.
You shouldn’t have
come here, made
of fireworks, if you
didn’t want me to
play with fire.