Tag: personal

so as i mentioned my bf went on a spring break with his sports team from uni and i was so insecure and freaking out about it, but now its his first night there and while everyone is smashed and having fun he’s just texting me and asking how ive been :)))

my bf is going on a spring break for a week with all the sports clubs from our uni so basically that means i will be an anxious insecure little shit but as long as i dont show it and keep it to myself everything should be fine in 6 days

so after breaking up with my boyfriend, we got back together last week and we talked about everything and now we’re probably better than we were in ages and im just really happy about it 🙂 anyway i’m just saying it because so many of you sent me nice and supportive messages back when i was having shitty time about it and i just really appreciate that so much really ❤

the more i think about it tho like my bf is actually so average???? like i love him so much but hes so average and theres so much shit i put up with and wouldnt need to and there like a million ways in which he could treat me better and put more effort in?? like i always give him so much credit but literally the only way in which he’s better from the other guys ive been with is that he hasnt cheated on me yet?? like im just thinking now i put up with so much and im stressed af 99% of the time and im the one that ends up apologizing for literally every argument we ever have and i wouldnt actually need to be like that? i wish i wasnt in love with that asshole