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lmao i asked my flatemate if she could put my bf’s tshirt in the wash with her stuff cause she was just doing laundry and somehow she managed to ruin it like not being funny but how do u even ruin a basic mens tshirt fml

i’m moving out of this house in less than 2 days and i havent even attempted to start packing yet help

for some reason I, a terrible cook, have promised my boyfriend to cook him a romantic dinner tonight (meaning a stir fry aka the only thing i can cook) please pray for me that i don’t burn the whole thing or give the poor boy food poisoning

i just need a little love

all i want is to run into my ex so i can tell him to his face how i wish i could take back every second i ever wasted of him

in the past hour and a half i’ve showered, cleaned my room and organized my laundry, while praising myself for being so productive as if i’m not doing all this just to avoid having to eat

i miss my bf so much he was here visiting me for a week and now my bed smells of him and i wish he was still here

the only unhealthy part of my relationship is me but acknowledging that somehow still doesnt make me feel any better or more rational

i am SO Tired of how my bf has been treating me this past week since I’ve not seen him he is putting zero effort and it’s making me so angry and feel shit and I deserve better especially when I show him affection 24/7 and I can’t say anything about it because I already seem desperate and i feel so stupid!!! and I don’t know how to talk to him but i don’t deserve this shit -_-

me after first 3 days of doing long distance relationship: ok can this be over now so i can see my bf? ;_;