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i love my bf so much its not even funny anymore

lmao when u cant decide whether youre falling out of love or if its just your abandonment issues acting up bc really youre just scared of them leaving u first 🙂 🙂 🙂

ive not eaten properly in 3+ days, ive slept for 2 hours then ran to my 9am lecture and now i made it to my class but i feel so dizzy im feel like i might faint any minute 👀😐

lmao considering how many times my friends make jokes about me possibly being bi and me just laughing it off and never actually denying it… how has no one figured it out yet 👀 👀

i miss having female friends i wish i had someone to discuss make up with 😦

it’s just great when my abandonment issues give me a massive panic attack over one ignored text 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

moved in to my new student accommodation today and i literally couldn’t feel lonelier

i’ve been staying with my bf this past week since i can’t move in to my new place yet, so we’ve been together more or less all the time and it was actually perfect and then he went back home for a couple of days bc of work and he’s been so distant since he’s probably just busy or smth but like i’m getting all anxious what if i was too clingy and didn’t give him enough space or what if it was too much for him and he’s tired of me like can someone slap me and tell me to stop being stupid pls

my boyfriend brought me flowers and i don’t think i’ve ever been happier :)))

i’ve been patiently watching my bf play playstation for the past 2 hours without even complaining about it if that’s not true love idk what is