Tag: personal

i’m literally the most dramatic piece of trash i spent the last 2 hours crying my eyes out that my bf doesnt love me and doesnt care and then called him and he was the most cheerful nice person on the phone why does my brain work like this

I’m reading my old diary from when I was 12-14yo and it’s so sad literally all I ever wanted at the time was for my classmates to not be mean to me and to have a friend and if someone did as much as smiled at me at school that day i’d dedicate 2 pages just to write about that this is fucking me up

i’m sorry guys ive been completely offline lately but i have woke up one day and started struggling with massive health anxiety so for the past month and a half i have been a disfunctional ball of panic constantly obsessing and thinking im dying from multiple random terminal illnesses. so fun stuff.
have some patience with me, ill be back

my bf has barely spoken to me since i went home for christmas, taking hours to reply to me every time, when i asked him about it he gave me a weird answer how he just doesnt feel like it or some shit, he didnt even wish me happy holidays or ANYTHING but then after i texted him merry christmas i got a few hours delayed reply how much he misses me…..👀👀👀

boys suck