Tag: personal

i’m in a really shitty mood and i need to wake up early tomorrow but i can’t sleep and it’s almost 3am already also i’m getting kind of hungry and my hamster is making noise and i cant find a comfortable position, also i have a bad taste in my mouth because i was smoking today and ughghghghhh why

i  made out with my best male friend a few days ago when we were drunk and since then he talks to me way less than he used to and he’s being kind of weird, even though im trying to act perfectly normal like nothing happened and i’m so angry about the entire thing and also confused and ugh why do i let stupid things like this happen 😦

so today i went out to meet with my friend and on my way there i pretty much literally bumped into my ex and i decided to do the ‘adult’ thing and actually said hi to him and he just like looked right through me as if i was air and completely ignored me (and there’s no way that he didn’t see me)

and its like ffs after everything we’ve been through in the past two fucking years he doesn’t even acknowledge my existence fine he can go fuck himself it’s not like i was happy to see him -_-

so i just heard that my ex said that ‘he might as well sleep with a guy because even a guy would have bigger boobs than me’

and it’s like
yeah maybe my boobs are small but it’s not like that ever stopped him before from sleeping with me

no but every time i go to the gym there’s a bunch of girls wearing make up and stuff and i never try to look nice for the gym since i think it’s pointless, but then i always look like shit with no make up & greasy hair next to all these pretty girls