Tag: personal

my flatmate has a gf of 5 years that lives in another country and is literally moving countries for him in a month and is cheating on her by literally having this other girl stay at our house every other night of the week and they’re so shameless about it just flirting and kissing in front of everyone i have no words smh

i literally keep going through phases in my relationship where for a couple of weeks i will feel really happy and secure and really let myself fully give into it and then the slightest minor event will make my abandonment issues kick in and make me super aware of the uncertainty of things and my vulnerability and all the sudden i spend the next month withrawn and insecure af questioning everything

u know those times when depression hits really bad and its hard to get yourself to even move does anyone have any tips what do i do because it’s been 3 hours and ive just been staring at the wall and everything feels so hard and my room is a disgusting mess and i should clean it up but everything is so hard i just want to cry and sleep my life away how am i supposed to fix this

when you are so used to being codependent in a relationship and craving constant attention that when you finally approach it in a healthy way for a change and are comfortable giving the other person space you start questioning the validity of your feelings

It’s strange, whenever I go back home home even if for just a couple of days I get so inspired to do things I used to enjoy doing, write songs, play music, work on myself and just enjoy all the little things, but then when I go back to UK it immediately goes away and I just turn into this empty person. I LOVE living in London and it’s starting to feel like home, but at the same time I feel like half of my personality just disappeares and I don’t know what to do.

My ocd has been acting up, my depression is back, my anxiety is a constant thing in any case, i still don’t have a job and haven’t found any friends since i’ve moved to london, my ocd doubts are trying to convince me my boyfriend doesn’t love me, i’m full of insecurities so overall life is going great