Tag: personal

i dont remember shit from yesterday
i think i called my ex-best friend with whom i had a fight with few months ago and started crying on the phone. i think i might have texted my ex, i dont even want to check. my head is going to explode & i refuse to deal with any consequences of last night. ever.

happy new year

ok basically that crush from uni that i’ve mentioned, it turned out he actually lied about having feelings for me and just wanted to fuck me. anyway i was a little sad about it when i realized it about a week and a half ago, but mostly just pissed off because i didn’t even properly like him, but i was just angry that you know.. he is a piece of shit.

anywho, i told this girl about the whole thing when it happened and now she’s checking with me about how i’m feeling and i told her i was fine, like i only get a little upset when i think about it, but i barely think about it ever and basically she doesn’t believe me?? and she’s saying stuff like “but you slept with him you HAVE to have some feelings for him after that!” and it’s like ….no i don’t? Not anymore anyway, like it was literally just a little crush and she’s acting like I’m super heartbroken. And idk I know she’s trying to be supportive and all, but honestly I’m getting properly annoyed because she just keeps going on about it and she’s being like “you will get over him, you just need some time without any guys and cry it out..” and I said I didn’t even cry and she didn’t believe me and she was like “just admit you are hurt, it’s just how us girls are *insert a smilie face* ” AND SHE JUST DOESN’T STOP. No, fuck off, the last thing i need to be is heartbroken over some lying asshole (at least not this one).