me? a jealous hoe? absolutely.

it’s not you it’s my anxiety

Person: Scale of 1-10 how dramatic are you?

Me: Phantom of the Opera overture

i am
afraid
that if i
open
myself i will not
stop pouring. (why do i fear
becoming a river. what mountain
gave me such shame.)

Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) dir. Steven Spielberg

“i’m in kind of a weird mental place right now” i say, as if there are times when i am not in a weird mental place

when u get close to someone n u just think ‘i wonder when they will leave’ and ‘it’s gonna rly hurt when they do’

a fun and interesting fact about me is that im a fucking idiot

I suffer because of myself. It is my own soul all the time that is bothering me.

Henry Miller, from a letter to Anaïs Nin featured in A Literate Passion: Letters Of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller (1932 – 1953)

do you have any good music you would recommend for relaxing/studying?

ive never relaxed or studied in my life