Tag: drunk post

ok so me and my flatmate got really drunk tonight and decided to break into my former crush’s flat (bc he’s our neighbour) and steal all of their chairs as a revenge for him being an asshole to me and i was carrying like 5 chairs while she was opening the doors for me, but we were really loud because we were drunk so basically we heard someone walking down the stairs all the sudden (bc we obviously woke them up) and my flatmate just ran away into our flat – while i couldn’t because i was carrying a bunch of chairs AND OUT OF 12 PEOPLE THAT LIVE IN THAT FLAT IT HAD TO BE MY CRUSH THAT WE WOKE UP so he came downstairs and he just saw me in the middle of their living room, carrying chairs and he was just like “maja what the actual fuck????” and i was literally just like “I SWEAR IM NOT CRAZY EVEN THOUGH I SEEM LIKE IT” and ran away omg it was one of the most embarrassing moments ever

i met my former crush (the one who lied about having feelings for
me) tonight when i went clubbing. he hugged me and said he missed me. and since that moment i was unable to focus on anything else. and half an hour later i saw him with another girl.
i hate how guys can just get away with stuff like this.
but don’t worry, i cried my eyes out to my friend and now im okay. i mean i have no choice but to be okay

so i know i was complaining about not going out on my last friday in slovenia but in the end i did go out and it was pretty weird and here is a (slightly drunk) summary of my night just because i feel like writing it down

– so the person who actually invited me out in the end was my ex’s best friend with whom i used to be pretty close but still he’s my ex’s best friend… it was kind of unexpected. anyway it was super messed up because the entire time he kept telling me that my ex is going to super regret it one day that he fucked up his chances with me and that i’m the best thing that ever really happened to him and fucked up stuff like that and i literally told him i dont want to talk about my ex and he was like “but you should know he did love you deep inside even if he never really showed it to you and i think he still does” why are you telling me this i dont want to hear this im trying to move on ffs

– then i met a random group of people from my old school and went clubbing with them and we took a lot of pictures which was fun but also a lot of weird stuff happened:

– this random 16year old kid from my old school kept trying to convince me that he’s old enough for me to make out with and that its legal for us to hook up ew no thanks dude

-my random ex-classmate got drunk and he decided to tell me all of his concerns about his girlfriend with all the details about their relationship and it was just kind of awkward bc i had never really spoken to him before

-another one of my ex-classmates kept thinking that im trying to flirt with him which was completely not the case but he kept like blowing me off and it was just sooo weird like im just trying to be friendly dude thats not the same as flirting

-my friend that i havent seen or spoken to for months randomly texted me at 1 am “im never forgiving you for this, fuck you bitch” … ok whatever i have no idea what thats supposed to be about

-when everything got too weird i just decided to go home and then on the way home i OF COURSE literally pretty much bumped into my ex…typical. anyway i was just trying to be normal and asked him who he’s with and he just said with two girls (typical) and he introduced them to me (and they were both really hot x< ) and i literally just started laughing and left without even saying anything… but despite all that he seemed happy to see me how am i supposed to ever get over him ffs

– also i feel super sick

i got home too late again. too drunk again. crying my eyes out again.

my friend today was like “you should just get over him maja nothings gonna happen ever again” and i just cried even more

and my ex was there the entire night not giving a shit

but it hurts so much and idk how to move on and he knows mebetter than anyone and ugghgghh i just…cant deal with this

so i went out with my friends tonight to celerbrate me being accepted to uni and my ex was also there

and i got drunk and i went to talk to him and i dont really remembe r but i told him that i still love him and basically i dont remember what he said but it was like he doesnt care but he said that i should call him before i leave so we can go out just the two of us for one last itme

and i just ran away crying

idk what to do i dont deserve this bullshit

ok so im kidan drunk but i had to shar e this with someone

so i went out with a bunch of people tonight, including my piece of shit ex and his new girlfriend (who turns out not to actually be his girlfriedn, but just a friend so he lied??). and it was pretty fun, but i was kind of pissed off by him being all over his new girl, so i hooked up with this pretty hot guy and went for a walk with him and he asked me to go home with him, but i left the last moment… and then all of the people that i was out with -including my ex- got really pissed at me, calling me a whore and everything & then all of the sudden everything got really fucked up and i stopped following, i just knew everyone was angry with me, so i just left

but how the fuck does my ex have a reason to be angry with me like seriously, he turned out to be the biggest piece of shit, breaking my heart multiple times and now he’s hooking up with this new girl in front of me, but still when i get a guy im a whore and a troublemaker??? he can go to hell