petalya:

I truly envy people that don’t/have never had body image issues and eating/food issues..what does it feel like? to be okay with how you look, to understand how you look? to not fight with food all the time? it really is one of those lifelong struggles when I think about it I’ve been suffering since I was a child..it manifests itself in different ways but from one form of body dysmorphia and disordered eating to another it’s always there..you can really feel the poison boiling in your body it’s the worst