its making me sad bc im definitely not living my life to the fullest or being the person i wish to be and i deserve better than to just work a shit job all the time and not have any time for myself and for th people but at the same time i also need this job so i can have money to do things and buy myself nice things that make me happy so what do i do 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️