i’ve been staying with my bf this past week since i can’t move in to my new place yet, so we’ve been together more or less all the time and it was actually perfect and then he went back home for a couple of days bc of work and he’s been so distant since he’s probably just busy or smth but like i’m getting all anxious what if i was too clingy and didn’t give him enough space or what if it was too much for him and he’s tired of me like can someone slap me and tell me to stop being stupid pls

I’m not sad, but the boys who are looking for sad girls always find me. I’m not a girl anymore and I’m not sad anymore. You want me to be a tragic backdrop so that you can appear to be illuminated, so that people can say ‘Wow, isn’t he so terribly brave to love a girl who is so obviously sad?’ You think I’ll be the dark sky so you can be the star? I’ll swallow you whole.

Warsan Shire (via rabbitinthemoon)