darknesstohislight:

u know those times when depression hits really bad and its hard to get yourself to even move does anyone have any tips what do i do because it’s been 3 hours and ive just been staring at the wall and everything feels so hard and my room is a disgusting mess and i should clean it up but everything is so hard i just want to cry and sleep my life away how am i supposed to fix this

i wish i had someone i could call to come over and just be there and help me take care of myself but i have no friends, no family here and my bf is at work and im already too much for him