i was supposed to hang out with my bf today after 3 days of not seeing him but then he made plans with his friend instead and just invited me to get food with them so i wouldn’t be ‘too disappointed about not seeing him’ and its just shit i’d rather not see him at all than awkwardly third wheel him and his friend and its not really a big deal but ive just been in a shit mood and all my friends have already gone home from uni so i was looking forward to hanging out with someone i like and now i’m just gonna spend the rest of the day alone in my bed