im reading through my old messages with people and my old tweets and idk i used to have this whole fun personality even tho ive always been a sad little shit but i feel like there was….idk so much more to me than there is now?? like the past 8 months all i ever do is hang out with my bf or sleep & be depressed and idk how to explain it… my bf changed me for the better in so many ways but at the same time i feel like being in a relationship took away so many aspects of my personality just because i don’t take time for myself and my main focus is my relationship