Hey I hope ur okay!! I think you should tell your boyfriend about your worries again when you’re sober so that he knows these are serious worries (maybe u have idk!). Just because it’s your mental illness talking, doesn’t mean ur thoughts/feelings are not valid! If he doesn’t take them seriously that isn’t right! It’s hard to be honest about feelings but if you keep it bottled up you’ll make yourself feel even worse and you deserve to be happy! Hope things get better soon xoxo

hi anon, thank you for this message xx

the thing is i have a problem talking to him about it, he knows i’m dealing with some issues and he kinda knows ive been going to therapy but he’s not fully aware of my mental health problems and even though i know talking to him about it would probably be the healthy thing to do i try to keep all of it away from him as much as i can because i don’t want to put pressure on him or him thinking thats something’s wrong with me, that’s why i feel even worse when i get a panic attack in front of him. he’s the type of a person that really has his shit together and i’m the opposite.

but thanks youre really nice and this means a lot