my bf is out tonight with the intention of “getting majorly fucked up” bc thats apparently his tradition every christmas eve and i don’t mind him going out, but i’m at home in another country atm missing him and i just worry about him being alright. it’s not about not trusting him because i really do, but i just don’t like him going out of control drunk or doing any drugs, especially when i’m not around idk maybe im just being dumb