yesterday i basically had the worst day in months and being back home from uni doesn’t seem to be very good for me. anyway even though yesterday felt like going back for months in terms of my progress and feeling better, idk i guess i just have to try to stay positive and avoid all these people that make me feel bad or remind me of bad memories (which is pretty much all my old friends here so great). so today i purposely avoided going on and was planning to go to the gym, but i ended up not going even though that would probably be the best thing for me right now. but oh well tomorrow i guess.

also love life update: you know that crush that i mentioned that said he really liked me? well let’s just forget that i ever mentioned him. boys lie and they fucking suck. so whatever.