so on friday i hooked up with this guy that i was secretly interested from the start of uni and he lives in the flat next to mine 

and it didnt really mean anything but it was fun and i was happy about it for the entire weekend, but now it seems that thats all mine and his flatmates talk about (since we all know each other) and they are like laughing about it and idk

im starting to feel kind of embarrassed about it and it feels crappy because i was actually excited about the whole thing

(also i was kind of planning to do it again and now idk it sucks how everyone knows us and is just so involved in the whole thing)