so im usually the one who’s always up for drinking but for the past few days since i’m at uni i don’t feel like it at all? and idk everyones drinking bc its freshers week but i’d much rather just stay in the room and right now my flatmates convinced me to come downstairs and hang out with everyone and there was like 15 people and i literally just stayed 5minutes and went back to clean my room i dont get myself 

i feel kind of guilty tho bc i feel like i should be partying and making new friends but idk i’d rather not