so as i mentioned in some of my previous personal posts i have this guy friend with whom ive had many problems in the past and we always fight over the stupidest stuff but we are best friends and also spend all the time we can together and we’ve been through so much in the past 2 years since we’re friends and we’ve always been there for each other for some pretty bad stuff no matter what

and literaly about 1 month ago he started hanging out with some girl he just met and she’s actually really fun i like her as well, but he’s just kind of been neglecting our friendship for her and i didnt even care, although i did sometimes feel a bit replaced but it was always like naaah we’ve been through so much our friendships can’t even compare its dumb to be jealous

and right now we were talking and i was helping him with something and i was jokingly saying like “you should be lucky you have me i’m like your best friend ever” and he was like “yes you are! right after [her name], but youre cool”

and idk that just hit me really hard