so i know i was complaining about not going out on my last friday in slovenia but in the end i did go out and it was pretty weird and here is a (slightly drunk) summary of my night just because i feel like writing it down

– so the person who actually invited me out in the end was my ex’s best friend with whom i used to be pretty close but still he’s my ex’s best friend… it was kind of unexpected. anyway it was super messed up because the entire time he kept telling me that my ex is going to super regret it one day that he fucked up his chances with me and that i’m the best thing that ever really happened to him and fucked up stuff like that and i literally told him i dont want to talk about my ex and he was like “but you should know he did love you deep inside even if he never really showed it to you and i think he still does” why are you telling me this i dont want to hear this im trying to move on ffs

– then i met a random group of people from my old school and went clubbing with them and we took a lot of pictures which was fun but also a lot of weird stuff happened:

– this random 16year old kid from my old school kept trying to convince me that he’s old enough for me to make out with and that its legal for us to hook up ew no thanks dude

-my random ex-classmate got drunk and he decided to tell me all of his concerns about his girlfriend with all the details about their relationship and it was just kind of awkward bc i had never really spoken to him before

-another one of my ex-classmates kept thinking that im trying to flirt with him which was completely not the case but he kept like blowing me off and it was just sooo weird like im just trying to be friendly dude thats not the same as flirting

-my friend that i havent seen or spoken to for months randomly texted me at 1 am “im never forgiving you for this, fuck you bitch” … ok whatever i have no idea what thats supposed to be about

-when everything got too weird i just decided to go home and then on the way home i OF COURSE literally pretty much bumped into my ex…typical. anyway i was just trying to be normal and asked him who he’s with and he just said with two girls (typical) and he introduced them to me (and they were both really hot x< ) and i literally just started laughing and left without even saying anything… but despite all that he seemed happy to see me how am i supposed to ever get over him ffs

– also i feel super sick