so i went out with my friends tonight to celerbrate me being accepted to uni and my ex was also there

and i got drunk and i went to talk to him and i dont really remembe r but i told him that i still love him and basically i dont remember what he said but it was like he doesnt care but he said that i should call him before i leave so we can go out just the two of us for one last itme

and i just ran away crying

idk what to do i dont deserve this bullshit