i was out last night with my friend and somehow we ended up meeting my ex and his friend and even though we haven’t spoken for like 2 months now, we all stayed out together

and after that first awkwardness passed, me and my ex started talking and just ignored everyone else & everything around us and we were just talking for hours and it was so nice and just the way he was looking at me was idk incredible like for literally like 2 hours he didn’t pay any attention to anyone else but me and i knew that, if i wanted to, in that moment i could easily get back with him (at least for the night), but luckily i wasn’t able to just forget how he treated me and the hell he put me through, so i kept my distance and went home before anything could happen

but it just sucks because we know and get each other so amazingly well and if we didn’t have so fucked up history we could be so great together or maybe even just really good friends again.. but oh well thats life idk